Hug

Giving myself a big hug,
I expected to be warm.
But why do i feel so cold,
shivering in my arms.
What do people want from me?
Sympathy?
Understanding?
Tolerance?
How could I possibly give them all that?
While deep inside my pathetic heart...
I couldn't stop the devil inside me from reappearing...
I'm not a perfect person.
So is everyone.
I cannot possibly give my time to everyone,
Just because they frown.
I cannot possibly care about everything,
When I simply don't have the time for them.
I'm not like anybody else.
I don't know how, when, why should I pay attention to them.
Because whatever I do,
They don't seem to satisfy.
Why, oh why do I try to think at their point of view,
When they couldn't think of mine.
Since when I held the responsibility,
To make everyone happy?
Since when I've stop being myself,
And stop putting the fake smiles on my face?
Since when did I not feel disgusted with myself,
When I see you sulk...

PS: I've tried my best to overcome my emotions...
But it seems that, it isn't enough...

闭着眼，我才发现黑暗的美妙～

闭着眼，我才发现黑暗的美妙～
叹～

其实，我才发现我这个人很烂耶～
我不懂怎么表达～
我不懂怎么安慰～
我不懂怎么鼓励～
我不懂怎么关心～
我不懂怎么体贴～

才算是个真真的朋友～

所以～
我一向来都选择了会笑口常开的朋友～
那我就不会费那么多心思去让他开心～

我超自私～
我超自爱～
我超自恋～
真的讨厌～

＊叹＊

无常呀～！
什么都不会是永远～
伤心、生气、烦恼～
明天就灭咯～！
我又何必想太多～
好好做自己～
虽然对很多人是不足够的～
但至少我觉得知足～
有温馨的家庭～
有全美的身体～
我还要埋怨么？